I wrote your name and burned it to see the colour of the flame. And it burned out the whole spectrum, as if you were everything.
Lying beside you here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mine
Softly you whisper
You’re so sincere
How could our love be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are by my side
So now I come to you with the open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am with the open arms
Hoping you’ll see what your love means to me
Open arms
Living without you
Living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you
Wanting you near
How much I wanted you home
But now that you’ve come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay
So now I come to you with the open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am with the open arms
Hoping you’ll see what your love means to me
baby , life’s been hard for me ): ive been sick and im not getting well ): yet to go to the doctor but i promiss i will , tomorrow . i have to cos im getting very dehydrated ): my sleeping hours and meals have been very irregular due to my bloody tummy , damn ): im so tired , suddenly i feel like running out of this house and not come back anymore ): it doesnt feels like home , for a moment i thought ): i wished you were here with me .
will be going over to granny’s place tomorrow to stay for a week , damn , granny’s a good naggy one and im gonna have a hard time there though , and yes i cant smoke there ): hurhur , but nvm laa , maid’s going back to indo for a week plus , home leave , hais , even her tickets are being sponsored by my uncle ): damn . maybe i should ask them to sponsor me money to go hongkong for christmas present hor (: hahaha , so smart of me leyy !! haha
nic didnt come home , im so sad , need her here now so badly , but its ok nic , i understand . i just hope that youll be happy there in those arms of his . just give me time to try and accept him ok , its hard i know , for me to accept and for you to try convincing me . im sorry baby but what ive been through , i just hope it wont happen to you a second time ):
