i had a fucking good cry last night with nic beside me and bang staring at me . for once finally i was able to do it without any restrictios that anyone would come stop me and i could just cry my heart out ): i am so so so sad !! hurhur ): I WANT YOU OUT OF MY FUCKING LIFE BECAUSE LIFE WAS BAD ENOUGH FOR ME AND YOU JUST MADE IT WORST _|_ i am so so so tired of all these crap shit that is happening to me and i know its time that i should stop and move on , babyN thanks for being here , iluvyou2deathzxxzcxzxcxzc <33
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ok , hms , starting work again next week alr , excited still but not willing to wake up !! but its flexible hours working as a pa you see (: HAHA , ok im going to bath then go out alr (: byebye people (:
